Sometimes I really wish life could be simple. I know that a lot of the time I would end up bored. But there are those select complications in life that I could really do without.

Complications and all, I think I'm happy right now. And yet, I feel as though something is wrong. Something I can't put my finger on is eating away at me from deep inside. Just randomly poking through my happiness exposing itself just enough to make itself known, but with no explanation. ???

This is like the biggest test ever. My finals are gonna drive me insane. Two summer courses are gonna make working near impossible. A lack of money earned through work is gonna make car insurance, gas, etc soooo hard. And then, next year I can embark on the semester from hell with 5 classes and 3 labs at once. Also, with no money.

I just keep reminding myself of that one little line I've heard from my own mouth many times, "the dumbest people in the world arent the stupid ones, but the smart people who choose not to apply their abilities." And so, I keep applying!