It seems everything is a big blur. No clarity. No purpose. No direction. It seems I can no longer grasp what I should do. It is certainly an unfamiliar approach for me.

Scars may wane, but never fully. Learn from your scars. The more scars you have the more you can learn. But also, the more pain you've felt.

If opposites attract, then how does an attraction ever work? And what to do about the constant reminder of the pain brought by scars, when playing with new sharp objects?